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11th September, 2008. 1:13 pm. Tarot Card



You Are The Moon



You represent the unconscious side of life, what happens in dreams.

You are capable of great genius - but also of great madness.

Emotions tend to be primal for you, both your fears and your fantasies.

Your intuition is always right, listening to it is the difficult part.



Your fortune:



You are about to embark on a very important journey - and a very difficult one.

Some of your deepest dreams will be realized, as well as some of your deepest nightmares.

Follow your creativity and visions; stay away from your weaknesses.

You are taking a voyage to the center of yourself, and you may be pleasantly surprised by what you discover.



Current mood: cold.

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7th September, 2008. 5:02 pm. Mama Mia!

SOS
when you're gone how can I even try to go on?
when you're gone, though I try how can I carry on?



yes I been broken hearted,
ooh since the day we parted
why why, did I ever let you go?
mama mia, now I really know
my my, I should not have let you go



if you need me, let me know
gonna be around, if you got no place to go when you're feeling down
honey I'm still free, take a chance on me

Current mood: aggravated.

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6th September, 2008. 10:31 pm. postsecret.blogspot.com



Current mood: nauseated.

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5th September, 2008. 4:02 pm. I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright, I'm just fine

so There is a 500 word essay scholarship at Augustana that I am toying with the idea of writing. The topic is "Wisdom isn't a quality found only in older people. Describe a time when you or a friend did something truly wise." Any comments, suggestions?

I've narrowed my college choices to three (of course, now that I've picked, they will change next month I am sure. But I'm running out of time.)

Augustana (in Rock Island)
North Central College (in Naperville)
and Illinois College (in Jacksonville)

I'm starting to calm down again.

Current mood: pensive.

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5th September, 2008. 1:41 pm. The Part of Me No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.
People feel like they really don't know the true you...
Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.

Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.
It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.
You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.

Current mood: blah.

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3rd September, 2008. 4:54 pm. give me one reason to stay here and I'll turn right back around

when you cry be sure to dry your eyes
cause better days are sure to come
and when you smile be sure to smile wide
don't let them know that they have won

and when you walk, walk with pride
don't show the hurt inside, because the pain will soon be gone

and when you dream, dream big
as big as the ocean blue
when you dream it might come true
when you dream, dream big

and when you laugh be sure to laugh out loud
cause it will carry all your fears away
and when you see see the beauty all around and in yourself
and it will help you feel ok
and when you pray, pray for strength to help you carry on
when the troubles come your way

and when you dream, dream big,
as big as the ocean blue
cause when you dream it might come true
and when you dream, dream big

and when you laugh be sure to laugh out loud
cause it will carry all your fears away
and when you see, see the beauty all around and in yourself
and it will help you feel ok
and when you pray, pray for strength to help you carry on
when the troubles come your way

and when you dream, dream big
as big as the ocean blue
cause when you dream it might come true
and when you dream, dream big

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30th August, 2008. 9:53 pm. the lion king

today I went to my brother's first freshmen football game!
and in return, he came to my parade in Kewanee, for the first time in the history of ever!
HE DOES LOVE ME! I was very excited and happy.
Then we all had dairy queen.
=) the end

Current mood: tired.

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29th August, 2008. 3:29 pm. a;sklfjd;aklsfjd;klasjfdl;askfjd;lakjf;alskfj;asklf;asklfjd;asklfjd;aoiwfksndv;lkasjdf;oiaret

I have no idea how I became a product of this family. Physically I am a Griffin/Spellious/Harms/Hyde, but mentally I'm a freaking Venusian.

I cannot wait to get out of this house; mom makes me want to move out.
I think I should have been Rachael's sister. Her family is perfect for me.
Maybe I'll move in.
And do Austin.

Or I could just leave. for good. Go to Colorado or something.

COLLEGE, TAKE ME NOW.

Current mood: pissed off.

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28th August, 2008. 5:03 pm. in short-the legacy of darky

Yesterday after cross country I saw a little dark thing flopping around in my neighbors yard, so I went to investigate. It was a little bat, about three inches long maybe, with an injured wing, like I could see sinews and such, (UBER ADORABLE) flopping around because bats are not made for walking, and when I got close it started flopping frantically in the other direction and squeaking at me. I made ssshhhh noises and got a hoodie out of my car, which I proceeded to scoop him up with. I freaked a little, then went and got a pail out of the shed and put Darky in it on top of the freezer in the garage.

Later I came back to check on him before band, and he was gone. Frantically I started to search around for him, and found him huddled in a corner. I scooped him up again and this time put the pail in another bucket on the floor and went to band.

I came back from band and my dad was in the garage with the light on. My hoodie was no longer in the bucket, but on a shelf by the door, and naturally I started looking around for Darky. Daddy informed me that he'd released Darky back into the night outside of the fence and out of reach of my doggie's clutches. That was the last I saw of my adorable little batty night friend.

Current mood: content.

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24th August, 2008. 4:22 pm. would you look me in the eye and tell me that you're happy now???

I'm talking to Crocker. I only met him a couple weeks ago, but he seems like a really cool kid.

Church was emotional. Again. Jesus is so awesome that every time I go to church its really good. I like it. They played heart of worship and I missed CBC and cried. And Jesus told me that who I am right now is good enough. It has always been good enough for him, and he's all that matters.

Current mood: calm.

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